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hey my name is agnes amilia
i'm from JAKARTA, INDONESIAA :)
i lovelovelove Top Gear
and i'm sortof a music junkie :9
enjoy my blog! xx
Sunday, 5 December 2010
long time no..speak? ;)
its been quite a long time since I last used blogspot. mainly cause of 2 reasons:
1. i kept using tumblr until one time i was caught using it while watching the world cup. now i can only look at people's tumblr and see some pictures from this website called www.weheartit.com. its a really nice site, my username there is _censoored and there you can see the things i love :D
2. i am super busy and tired so far. well so far as in since the beginning of 10th grade. i can hardly wake up at 3 to watch Top Gear anymore :( mainly cause i'm super tired and there are no more episodes to be watched that are readily available on the 'net. :( (oh btw www.tvshack.com is down. shit.)
so mostly i use twitter and i use facebook only to wish my friends happy birthday or stuff like it. i don't get why my dad blocks my tumblr, facebook and twitter from my laptop -__-' i mean, i can still open them from my phone so whats the point. useless.
its December and usually thats the time when annoying litle kids make wishlists that are ginormous, but i'm only gonna ask for a few things:
-get a new tennis racket
-get The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy by Douglas Adams
-get Al Capone Does My Shirts by Jennifer Choldenko -get a kindle. PLEASE! an iPad is far too useless -_-'
-get Gran Tourismo 5 *flutters eyes*
-oh and get Richard Hammond's book. i am SO DAMN STUPID for not buying 2 of his books when i found them in Dubai, gargh i'm dying a little on the inside. D:
see ya later guys :)
07:11
Saturday, 17 April 2010
So, where was I?
Science spelling bee? right. Well that's that and I forgot what I was gonna add to that :p
anyhow, I FINALLY got Jack Kerouac's "On The Road", uber happy :)
uhh..i really don't know what to say, 'cause I'm feeling a little..blergh
ttyl, i PROMISE.
03:45
Saturday, 10 April 2010
gosh. just updating my blog like NOW.
sorry, been delaying far too much D:
so anywayss, 1st post of april 2010, yaay :D *wtf. i bought a new pencilcase today, worth 18thou. amazing? and I'm watching top gear now on youtube, and I have been for this whole week. like i kept sleeping at midnight since i kept watching awesome stuff from top gear and not only that, i have a mild case of INSOMNIA. wowwww :o *sarcasm*. Top gear is officially the best tv show in history, in my opinion. especially hammond, RICHARD HAMMOND, a.k.a. hamstermond (<3) is the awesome-est of them all :p but i was super duper annoyed when like 3 days ago i was about to watch top gear, and i had sacrificed EVERYTHING for it. I didn't do my homework, well i did a teeny weeny bit of it, I didn't study for my geography test AND I didn't do my lesson homework. I thought that it was on at 9pm, but actually it was on at 8, and after that i completely freaked out. To make things a whole lot better, yes seriously it did get better, i watched the episode when they went to the Bolivian jungle, which was one of the best top gear episodes ever made, and slept at midnight ;p it was so funny since hammond's car roof was quite wrecked and when it rained he got a, quoted, "refreshing cold shower". and jeremy almost died since he was riding along "the most dangerous road in the world" and this car wanted to go the other way, and jeremy was like just riding through and his right wheels were literally falling off this massive cliff :D. well, KARMA JEREMY, ITS CALLED KARMA since you left hammond and james behind. And since james' car was so..lame, his headlights stopped working and he had to use a torch to replace it. and now i'm doing this since i haven't got anything better to do while i wait for a top gear episode to load. by the waayy, seriously, does anyone know where you can download youtube videos? 'cause i tried this website called 'www.keepvid.com', it never works, IT NEVER WILL :@. anyone? or like a website to download movies pleaseplease i need to watch dear john but its not in the cinemas anymore ah crap :@
anyways, yesterday i had a Science Spelling Bee competition in some school and i actually won 2nd place. like what the fuck. i didn't really wanna win but..the unexpected happen -,-' and it was quite stupid since the pre-eliminary round they assign a computer to us and we had to type this word that the computer says. the computer voice was SO unclear that when the computer said "biodegradable" i heard it as "mighty-all-degradable" like what the hell. and we had to TYPE it, and trust me I don't have the best typing skills in the world, let alone in the class. i was typing a little too clumsily that i spelled "precipitate" as "percipitate" -,-' and it was SO UNFAIR since the contestants got to study with laptops and science dictionaries, and we weren't even told to do that! ugh what the hell.
gonna continue..HOPEFULLY tonight or something. like before the video loaded since 4 pm or something and i've been watching ever since hahaha :p
03:36
Monday, 8 February 2010
seriously its so weird but, i hafta say, even tho its a monday, i still love today. -,-' weird much but like yeah :P
maybe its because of my ankle? is it because i get to use the lift? idk. i absolutely dont know, but i keep smiling -,-' even tho i dont show it for the whole day, i still smile inside. weird enough? and you thought i was the emo one ;P maybe my mood changed since i changed my pencil case? okay thats really stupid :P
but like yesterday i made a really epic mistake. EPIC I TELL YOU, EPIC!! worst misake so far, i guess.wanna know? god why do i bother asking rhetorical questions?! -,,,-' so here is how it goes:
on a bright sunday morningnoon afternoon, i was checking my pulsa and i was so happy that i actually saved a LOT of pulsa by using free sms-es :] i was also happy since i spent only like 45 thou for calling the WHOLE month. thats, just wow for me :] but then, after it was written "you have Rp.57000 (or sth, i forgot)....blabla.." in the end it said "download new games and ringtones, sms (something i forgot)" and so i decided to try it (if u sms that number its free of charge okaay?!) and so i did. to my surprise (wow) there were actually some nice games that you can fully download for 15thou, so i thot why not?! i have 57thou left for the whole month, i think thats more than enough. :] so when i sent the code, the operator sent me a reply after a few minutes, and during that few minutes i was quite unpatient for the game's download link (the game is Sims 3, how can you NOT be patient?!) and foolishly, i sent it 2 more times. so, the operator sent me the download link 3 times AND I LOST 45 THOU (NOT INCLUDING TAX). when i checked my pulsa it was only 7thou left, and i swear i thought i skipped a heartbeat. literally. so i ignored it and thought, well it was worth it, at least i have Sims 3 in my phone now. and when i downloaded the game, it said "successfully installed the application" :] but when i wanted to open the game, it said "...java.error.(blabla)" now THAT'S when my heart literally stopped for like 3 seconds or sth. I SPENT FORTY F*CKING FIVE THOU, NOT INCLUDING TAX, TO PAY FOR SOMETHING THAT WAS ERRORED?! well i dont think the game was error, maybe my phone didnt download it properly or there was an internet error or sth BUT STILL. I SPENT FORTY F*CKING FIVE THOU FOR NOTHING. OH MY FREAKING GOD.
and so for a while i panicked, but i cant run and scream all over my room because of my ankle, and i told myself to calm down. so yesterday i sneaked in a 50thou into my ipod casing from last year's angpao money and i bought my own pulsa today :] im like so relieved i hv pulsa or not by now i would still be silently screaming and skipping heartbeats -,-'
and im so happy out other stuff which i tend to keep to myself and not show off and ofc private!
anywayss mom's here now, in my room -,-' ttly <3 <3
06:17
Sunday, 31 January 2010
i feel like throwing up. im so sick of all this shit.
everyone's just trying to ruin my fucking sunday, the ONLY sunday where i get to wake up at 9 and miss church (sorry God), and now everyone in my way is trying to bring me down and make me hate sunday!
jeez thats really stupid, all you people (won't mention names) are really fucking stupid - making me miserable and trying to bring me down just because i get to wake up late, miss church, watch a movie with the whole soda and popcorn to myself. what the fuck.
why am i not allowed to have one stupid sunday where i can just do anything i want anywhere at anytime of the day?! yeah, i know im only four fucking teen but jeez at least gimme some free space! Indonesia is a FREE COUNTRY, so technically Indonesians are FREE. that means im Indonesian, so at least im FREE and im allowed to have my own personal human rights, right?!
just so annoyed and pissed off cause of everything. my house and my family is literally falling apart now, my life is a shipwreck or an over-done melodramatic epic failure Broadway show. school is bringing me down and love is just literally boxing me in the guts and knocking me out. and its really weird but true; every time im sad my friends are super duper happy but every time im happy, every time im the ONLY one happy, everyone else is sad.
and before i cried. twice. once since i realised i really really lost him now, and the second time since i realised my parents dont believe me, and that probably no one else in the world does.
all i wanna do now is sit back and read Jack Kerouac's On The Road until god knows when, maybe even until 1 in the morning. i would stay up just to read the whole thing.
oh DAMN! DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!! breaking news much? but like URGHH!! major breaking news. cant really explain details but like yeah..he was unhappy when she wasnt there (but i was RIGHT IN FRONT OFHIS FUCKING FACE) and when she came he was happy. WHAT THE FUCK. (yes i just HAD to spell that out. really. and making me type too fast made me spell "spell" into "speel". almost epic fail typo)
ohmygod.
i cant believe this is really happening, right infront of my eyes.
its just..wow..i never knew he was so into her.
my best friend keeps saying that theyre jst close friends bt,,idk i really dont know.
gonna take a break from all the reality, gonna soak myself in some Kerouac word-power
........
okay that sounded weird. and corny. but o well i guess thats just me.
and guys dont typically fall for weird and corny girls,,no wonder he's not with me
and no wonder he's not GONNA BE with me in this year's valentine's day :'(
06:58
Sunday, 5 December 2010
long time no..speak? ;)
its been quite a long time since I last used blogspot. mainly cause of 2 reasons:
1. i kept using tumblr until one time i was caught using it while watching the world cup. now i can only look at people's tumblr and see some pictures from this website called www.weheartit.com. its a really nice site, my username there is _censoored and there you can see the things i love :D
2. i am super busy and tired so far. well so far as in since the beginning of 10th grade. i can hardly wake up at 3 to watch Top Gear anymore :( mainly cause i'm super tired and there are no more episodes to be watched that are readily available on the 'net. :( (oh btw www.tvshack.com is down. shit.)
so mostly i use twitter and i use facebook only to wish my friends happy birthday or stuff like it. i don't get why my dad blocks my tumblr, facebook and twitter from my laptop -__-' i mean, i can still open them from my phone so whats the point. useless.
its December and usually thats the time when annoying litle kids make wishlists that are ginormous, but i'm only gonna ask for a few things:
-get a new tennis racket
-get The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy by Douglas Adams
-get Al Capone Does My Shirts by Jennifer Choldenko -get a kindle. PLEASE! an iPad is far too useless -_-'
-get Gran Tourismo 5 *flutters eyes*
-oh and get Richard Hammond's book. i am SO DAMN STUPID for not buying 2 of his books when i found them in Dubai, gargh i'm dying a little on the inside. D:
see ya later guys :)
07:11
Saturday, 17 April 2010
So, where was I?
Science spelling bee? right. Well that's that and I forgot what I was gonna add to that :p
anyhow, I FINALLY got Jack Kerouac's "On The Road", uber happy :)
uhh..i really don't know what to say, 'cause I'm feeling a little..blergh
ttyl, i PROMISE.
03:45
Saturday, 10 April 2010
gosh. just updating my blog like NOW.
sorry, been delaying far too much D:
so anywayss, 1st post of april 2010, yaay :D *wtf. i bought a new pencilcase today, worth 18thou. amazing? and I'm watching top gear now on youtube, and I have been for this whole week. like i kept sleeping at midnight since i kept watching awesome stuff from top gear and not only that, i have a mild case of INSOMNIA. wowwww :o *sarcasm*. Top gear is officially the best tv show in history, in my opinion. especially hammond, RICHARD HAMMOND, a.k.a. hamstermond (<3) is the awesome-est of them all :p but i was super duper annoyed when like 3 days ago i was about to watch top gear, and i had sacrificed EVERYTHING for it. I didn't do my homework, well i did a teeny weeny bit of it, I didn't study for my geography test AND I didn't do my lesson homework. I thought that it was on at 9pm, but actually it was on at 8, and after that i completely freaked out. To make things a whole lot better, yes seriously it did get better, i watched the episode when they went to the Bolivian jungle, which was one of the best top gear episodes ever made, and slept at midnight ;p it was so funny since hammond's car roof was quite wrecked and when it rained he got a, quoted, "refreshing cold shower". and jeremy almost died since he was riding along "the most dangerous road in the world" and this car wanted to go the other way, and jeremy was like just riding through and his right wheels were literally falling off this massive cliff :D. well, KARMA JEREMY, ITS CALLED KARMA since you left hammond and james behind. And since james' car was so..lame, his headlights stopped working and he had to use a torch to replace it. and now i'm doing this since i haven't got anything better to do while i wait for a top gear episode to load. by the waayy, seriously, does anyone know where you can download youtube videos? 'cause i tried this website called 'www.keepvid.com', it never works, IT NEVER WILL :@. anyone? or like a website to download movies pleaseplease i need to watch dear john but its not in the cinemas anymore ah crap :@
anyways, yesterday i had a Science Spelling Bee competition in some school and i actually won 2nd place. like what the fuck. i didn't really wanna win but..the unexpected happen -,-' and it was quite stupid since the pre-eliminary round they assign a computer to us and we had to type this word that the computer says. the computer voice was SO unclear that when the computer said "biodegradable" i heard it as "mighty-all-degradable" like what the hell. and we had to TYPE it, and trust me I don't have the best typing skills in the world, let alone in the class. i was typing a little too clumsily that i spelled "precipitate" as "percipitate" -,-' and it was SO UNFAIR since the contestants got to study with laptops and science dictionaries, and we weren't even told to do that! ugh what the hell.
gonna continue..HOPEFULLY tonight or something. like before the video loaded since 4 pm or something and i've been watching ever since hahaha :p
03:36
Monday, 8 February 2010
seriously its so weird but, i hafta say, even tho its a monday, i still love today. -,-' weird much but like yeah :P
maybe its because of my ankle? is it because i get to use the lift? idk. i absolutely dont know, but i keep smiling -,-' even tho i dont show it for the whole day, i still smile inside. weird enough? and you thought i was the emo one ;P maybe my mood changed since i changed my pencil case? okay thats really stupid :P
but like yesterday i made a really epic mistake. EPIC I TELL YOU, EPIC!! worst misake so far, i guess.wanna know? god why do i bother asking rhetorical questions?! -,,,-' so here is how it goes:
on a bright sunday morningnoon afternoon, i was checking my pulsa and i was so happy that i actually saved a LOT of pulsa by using free sms-es :] i was also happy since i spent only like 45 thou for calling the WHOLE month. thats, just wow for me :] but then, after it was written "you have Rp.57000 (or sth, i forgot)....blabla.." in the end it said "download new games and ringtones, sms (something i forgot)" and so i decided to try it (if u sms that number its free of charge okaay?!) and so i did. to my surprise (wow) there were actually some nice games that you can fully download for 15thou, so i thot why not?! i have 57thou left for the whole month, i think thats more than enough. :] so when i sent the code, the operator sent me a reply after a few minutes, and during that few minutes i was quite unpatient for the game's download link (the game is Sims 3, how can you NOT be patient?!) and foolishly, i sent it 2 more times. so, the operator sent me the download link 3 times AND I LOST 45 THOU (NOT INCLUDING TAX). when i checked my pulsa it was only 7thou left, and i swear i thought i skipped a heartbeat. literally. so i ignored it and thought, well it was worth it, at least i have Sims 3 in my phone now. and when i downloaded the game, it said "successfully installed the application" :] but when i wanted to open the game, it said "...java.error.(blabla)" now THAT'S when my heart literally stopped for like 3 seconds or sth. I SPENT FORTY F*CKING FIVE THOU, NOT INCLUDING TAX, TO PAY FOR SOMETHING THAT WAS ERRORED?! well i dont think the game was error, maybe my phone didnt download it properly or there was an internet error or sth BUT STILL. I SPENT FORTY F*CKING FIVE THOU FOR NOTHING. OH MY FREAKING GOD.
and so for a while i panicked, but i cant run and scream all over my room because of my ankle, and i told myself to calm down. so yesterday i sneaked in a 50thou into my ipod casing from last year's angpao money and i bought my own pulsa today :] im like so relieved i hv pulsa or not by now i would still be silently screaming and skipping heartbeats -,-'
and im so happy out other stuff which i tend to keep to myself and not show off and ofc private!
anywayss mom's here now, in my room -,-' ttly <3 <3
06:17
Sunday, 31 January 2010
i feel like throwing up. im so sick of all this shit.
everyone's just trying to ruin my fucking sunday, the ONLY sunday where i get to wake up at 9 and miss church (sorry God), and now everyone in my way is trying to bring me down and make me hate sunday!
jeez thats really stupid, all you people (won't mention names) are really fucking stupid - making me miserable and trying to bring me down just because i get to wake up late, miss church, watch a movie with the whole soda and popcorn to myself. what the fuck.
why am i not allowed to have one stupid sunday where i can just do anything i want anywhere at anytime of the day?! yeah, i know im only four fucking teen but jeez at least gimme some free space! Indonesia is a FREE COUNTRY, so technically Indonesians are FREE. that means im Indonesian, so at least im FREE and im allowed to have my own personal human rights, right?!
just so annoyed and pissed off cause of everything. my house and my family is literally falling apart now, my life is a shipwreck or an over-done melodramatic epic failure Broadway show. school is bringing me down and love is just literally boxing me in the guts and knocking me out. and its really weird but true; every time im sad my friends are super duper happy but every time im happy, every time im the ONLY one happy, everyone else is sad.
and before i cried. twice. once since i realised i really really lost him now, and the second time since i realised my parents dont believe me, and that probably no one else in the world does.
all i wanna do now is sit back and read Jack Kerouac's On The Road until god knows when, maybe even until 1 in the morning. i would stay up just to read the whole thing.
oh DAMN! DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!! breaking news much? but like URGHH!! major breaking news. cant really explain details but like yeah..he was unhappy when she wasnt there (but i was RIGHT IN FRONT OFHIS FUCKING FACE) and when she came he was happy. WHAT THE FUCK. (yes i just HAD to spell that out. really. and making me type too fast made me spell "spell" into "speel". almost epic fail typo)
ohmygod.
i cant believe this is really happening, right infront of my eyes.
its just..wow..i never knew he was so into her.
my best friend keeps saying that theyre jst close friends bt,,idk i really dont know.
gonna take a break from all the reality, gonna soak myself in some Kerouac word-power
........
okay that sounded weird. and corny. but o well i guess thats just me.
and guys dont typically fall for weird and corny girls,,no wonder he's not with me
and no wonder he's not GONNA BE with me in this year's valentine's day :'(
06:58
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