soo, i guess my miserable mood is back on.
tday i found out some of my closest friends tht r in th same class as me r gnna move to th nxt class in th upcoming quarter. :( also tday,,well lts jst say sme unfortunate evnts happnd lyk me gtting scolded by my mom bout a low physics grade *lucky my dad isnt home* nd i hvnt done my geography hmewrk *shoott* nd th list goes on and on.
ur probably asking "rnt u supposd to b happy tht th holidays r cming up in only 2 days, and mufti day AND th outing or th house party is only 2 days away?!" well, ironically im nt tht glad. i hvnt ttly finishd th party guest list which is due tmrrw, i am car-less, as in idk which car im gnna go in wif to bimo's, AND i hafta donate some food bt jeez i helpd organize ths! bt still i feel bad nd my mom wont allow me to bring food and such. fuckk
i feel really bad.
btw thx a whole lot to bimo for lending his house for our outing, thx to *shitt i chckd my twitter nd vania sed she cnt come :(* ppl who will donate food nd thx to attendees tht informd me tday, NOW, whether theyre goin or nt.
peace out.
hey dudes/dudettes :D
like th new layout? workd on it fr only a weekend!
omieffinggoshh i gt soo bad fr my physics test nd im super scared to shw my parents. i only gt a fucking 66!! yes its that bad, ONLY 3 MARKS ABOVE THE CLASS AVERAGE!! THATS REALLY REALLY BAD!! bt still, i dnt really care. :) AND THE HOLIDAYS R COMING UP IN ONLY 3 MORE FRIGGIN DAYS :D :D :D and theres mufti day on th last day :D
life is nw a bit bearable,,nw tht i dnt feel left out *drama queen-ish srry :P* nd i feel tht i aint split up in pieces anymre, its lyk both worlds jst combind :D bt thrs ths teeny weeny itsy beetsy problm i hvnt takn care of.
btw i thnk Jared Leto is hott :P
look at his pic: http://justjared.buzznet.com/2009/09/07/jared-leto-sleeveless-sexy/
hey peeps
srry i ddnt update me blog recently,,too much homework to figure out, too much tests to pass, nd too much problms in life to solve (too hard to solve jst lyk a Rubik's cube).
so, hw did my monday to friday go? so far nt awesome. my math average was 99 fucking percent. nd my parents is STILL NOT proud of me. wtf?! it was so close to perfect, bt wht do ppl say? yes, no one is perfect. my a mth sounds evn further frm almost perfect, 91. SO FUCKING CLOSE TO 100!! shitt. im failing physics nd i dnt gt a single thg, i m very positive tht im gnna fail. idk y i jst cant hang on!! i keep slipping into failure nd i cnt learn anythg since life in frnt of my eyes r lyk moving way too fast.
life, not so well. i dnt thnk nw i cn fake those smiles, pretend thgs r ay-okay whn theyre nt. my BFFL is (i thnk) mad at me fr hanging out wif my othr friends, im being left out nd theres ths big problm between my friends nd theyre nt telling me which makes it all worse. i knw im nt suppose to write ths out in public bt as i said, i dnt thnk i cn hide anymore. shud i hide evn mre or shud i jst shut up? either way its th same ayt? so one last question, cn a 13 year old enter a retreat/rehab centr? cause i really need some alone, really alone, time. ryt nw idk who to trust, idk wth's happening since no one is telling me and idk wht to do bout it. one side is telling me to shut the hell up bt the othr side is telling me to go figure.
life is so depressing and stressful. thts y lots of ppl die young, nd nw theyre my inspiration.
soo, i guess my miserable mood is back on.
tday i found out some of my closest friends tht r in th same class as me r gnna move to th nxt class in th upcoming quarter. :( also tday,,well lts jst say sme unfortunate evnts happnd lyk me gtting scolded by my mom bout a low physics grade *lucky my dad isnt home* nd i hvnt done my geography hmewrk *shoott* nd th list goes on and on.
ur probably asking "rnt u supposd to b happy tht th holidays r cming up in only 2 days, and mufti day AND th outing or th house party is only 2 days away?!" well, ironically im nt tht glad. i hvnt ttly finishd th party guest list which is due tmrrw, i am car-less, as in idk which car im gnna go in wif to bimo's, AND i hafta donate some food bt jeez i helpd organize ths! bt still i feel bad nd my mom wont allow me to bring food and such. fuckk
i feel really bad.
btw thx a whole lot to bimo for lending his house for our outing, thx to *shitt i chckd my twitter nd vania sed she cnt come :(* ppl who will donate food nd thx to attendees tht informd me tday, NOW, whether theyre goin or nt.
peace out.
hey dudes/dudettes :D
like th new layout? workd on it fr only a weekend!
omieffinggoshh i gt soo bad fr my physics test nd im super scared to shw my parents. i only gt a fucking 66!! yes its that bad, ONLY 3 MARKS ABOVE THE CLASS AVERAGE!! THATS REALLY REALLY BAD!! bt still, i dnt really care. :) AND THE HOLIDAYS R COMING UP IN ONLY 3 MORE FRIGGIN DAYS :D :D :D and theres mufti day on th last day :D
life is nw a bit bearable,,nw tht i dnt feel left out *drama queen-ish srry :P* nd i feel tht i aint split up in pieces anymre, its lyk both worlds jst combind :D bt thrs ths teeny weeny itsy beetsy problm i hvnt takn care of.
btw i thnk Jared Leto is hott :P
look at his pic: http://justjared.buzznet.com/2009/09/07/jared-leto-sleeveless-sexy/
hey peeps
srry i ddnt update me blog recently,,too much homework to figure out, too much tests to pass, nd too much problms in life to solve (too hard to solve jst lyk a Rubik's cube).
so, hw did my monday to friday go? so far nt awesome. my math average was 99 fucking percent. nd my parents is STILL NOT proud of me. wtf?! it was so close to perfect, bt wht do ppl say? yes, no one is perfect. my a mth sounds evn further frm almost perfect, 91. SO FUCKING CLOSE TO 100!! shitt. im failing physics nd i dnt gt a single thg, i m very positive tht im gnna fail. idk y i jst cant hang on!! i keep slipping into failure nd i cnt learn anythg since life in frnt of my eyes r lyk moving way too fast.
life, not so well. i dnt thnk nw i cn fake those smiles, pretend thgs r ay-okay whn theyre nt. my BFFL is (i thnk) mad at me fr hanging out wif my othr friends, im being left out nd theres ths big problm between my friends nd theyre nt telling me which makes it all worse. i knw im nt suppose to write ths out in public bt as i said, i dnt thnk i cn hide anymore. shud i hide evn mre or shud i jst shut up? either way its th same ayt? so one last question, cn a 13 year old enter a retreat/rehab centr? cause i really need some alone, really alone, time. ryt nw idk who to trust, idk wth's happening since no one is telling me and idk wht to do bout it. one side is telling me to shut the hell up bt the othr side is telling me to go figure.
life is so depressing and stressful. thts y lots of ppl die young, nd nw theyre my inspiration.
comments?
gallery this section is still under construction; will post more pictures soon! sorry~ archives links
| chitra's |
| anabel's | | rifan's | | audrey's | | darlin's | my personals Looklet | Facebook | Tumblr | Twitter credits |