Tuesday, 22 December 2009
yo
ok that sounded wrong.
nvm im probably making you confused
yeah its been 2 months and 1 week since i havent updated. been going through a LOT. well no progress on him, and things are just spiraling down even faster than ever.
camp didnt change ANYTHING, about ...(something)... and i got sick during camp (thats just something to make this entry longer and oh god im gonna make this explanation longer so that this entry is longer hahahha) camp was fun, real fun, and what made it even MORE EXCITING is that most of the girls got sunburn and now im tanned as hell and we spent like HALF OF THE CAMP IN THE BUS SITTING DOWN WASTING OUR IPOD BATTERIES AND SEEING PEOPLE DOGPILING AND WASTING MONEY ON BUYING SNACKS THEN THROWING THE WRAPPERS ALL OVER THE PLACE. oh and not to mention PEOPLES BAGS FALLING DOWN ON US and we're TRYING TO SLEEP BUT CANT SINCE THE ROAD IS REALLY ROCKY AND BAD AND THE BUS DRIVER DRIVES SO FREAKIN FAST AND ROUGH. but yeah lake toba is nice, the sunset and sunrise is AWESOME! not to mention the grand swiss belhotel is freakin awesome since the pillows are all nice and fluffy AND they give you 2 :P i swam like everyday which is just lawl.
then i arrived home at like 2 am and slept all the way til lunch :P but the next day i had to get up at 4 to catch a flight to HONG KONG :) HK isnt cold at all. from the first day to the last i used the subway which is totally awesome and cool and i like it when theres no seats so i get to stand lawl. i only used the taxi like twice. i went to macau also, only to see the ruins of this church and i was there only for like 5 or 6 hours. and i think i lost weight by walking too much, so much that my veins nearly went BLACK, which is awesomely awesome. and no i didnt went shopping too much, since the stuff were,,yeah. normal.
but after everything ends its just, not nice. im just so depressed right now and im not even sure why. i keep feeling that i lost something or i am missing something which makes me feel so pissed off and screwed up. i stay up until 1 am everyday just thinking and thinking and (oh shit i wrote this much? whoa) i never find the answer. i dream of weird things like it suddenly snowed in Padang or me winning a trip to Antarctica and all i brought were my Vans, 2 pairs of jeans and a few t-shirts which is totally insane
and now my left leg is completely numb and im making my mom pissed off becuase im not showering and i already made my dad pissed since i didnt say "happy mother's day" to my mom pssh so what. btw need advice should i change my layout?
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