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Sunday, 31 January 2010
i feel like throwing up. im so sick of all this shit.
everyone's just trying to ruin my fucking sunday, the ONLY sunday where i get to wake up at 9 and miss church (sorry God), and now everyone in my way is trying to bring me down and make me hate sunday!
jeez thats really stupid, all you people (won't mention names) are really fucking stupid - making me miserable and trying to bring me down just because i get to wake up late, miss church, watch a movie with the whole soda and popcorn to myself. what the fuck.
why am i not allowed to have one stupid sunday where i can just do anything i want anywhere at anytime of the day?! yeah, i know im only four fucking teen but jeez at least gimme some free space! Indonesia is a FREE COUNTRY, so technically Indonesians are FREE. that means im Indonesian, so at least im FREE and im allowed to have my own personal human rights, right?!
just so annoyed and pissed off cause of everything. my house and my family is literally falling apart now, my life is a shipwreck or an over-done melodramatic epic failure Broadway show. school is bringing me down and love is just literally boxing me in the guts and knocking me out. and its really weird but true; every time im sad my friends are super duper happy but every time im happy, every time im the ONLY one happy, everyone else is sad.
and before i cried. twice. once since i realised i really really lost him now, and the second time since i realised my parents dont believe me, and that probably no one else in the world does.
all i wanna do now is sit back and read Jack Kerouac's On The Road until god knows when, maybe even until 1 in the morning. i would stay up just to read the whole thing.
oh DAMN! DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!! breaking news much? but like URGHH!! major breaking news. cant really explain details but like yeah..he was unhappy when she wasnt there (but i was RIGHT IN FRONT OFHIS FUCKING FACE) and when she came he was happy. WHAT THE FUCK. (yes i just HAD to spell that out. really. and making me type too fast made me spell "spell" into "speel". almost epic fail typo)
ohmygod.
i cant believe this is really happening, right infront of my eyes.
its just..wow..i never knew he was so into her.
my best friend keeps saying that theyre jst close friends bt,,idk i really dont know.
gonna take a break from all the reality, gonna soak myself in some Kerouac word-power
........
okay that sounded weird. and corny. but o well i guess thats just me.
and guys dont typically fall for weird and corny girls,,no wonder he's not with me
and no wonder he's not GONNA BE with me in this year's valentine's day :'(
06:58
Sunday, 31 January 2010
i feel like throwing up. im so sick of all this shit.
everyone's just trying to ruin my fucking sunday, the ONLY sunday where i get to wake up at 9 and miss church (sorry God), and now everyone in my way is trying to bring me down and make me hate sunday!
jeez thats really stupid, all you people (won't mention names) are really fucking stupid - making me miserable and trying to bring me down just because i get to wake up late, miss church, watch a movie with the whole soda and popcorn to myself. what the fuck.
why am i not allowed to have one stupid sunday where i can just do anything i want anywhere at anytime of the day?! yeah, i know im only four fucking teen but jeez at least gimme some free space! Indonesia is a FREE COUNTRY, so technically Indonesians are FREE. that means im Indonesian, so at least im FREE and im allowed to have my own personal human rights, right?!
just so annoyed and pissed off cause of everything. my house and my family is literally falling apart now, my life is a shipwreck or an over-done melodramatic epic failure Broadway show. school is bringing me down and love is just literally boxing me in the guts and knocking me out. and its really weird but true; every time im sad my friends are super duper happy but every time im happy, every time im the ONLY one happy, everyone else is sad.
and before i cried. twice. once since i realised i really really lost him now, and the second time since i realised my parents dont believe me, and that probably no one else in the world does.
all i wanna do now is sit back and read Jack Kerouac's On The Road until god knows when, maybe even until 1 in the morning. i would stay up just to read the whole thing.
oh DAMN! DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!! breaking news much? but like URGHH!! major breaking news. cant really explain details but like yeah..he was unhappy when she wasnt there (but i was RIGHT IN FRONT OFHIS FUCKING FACE) and when she came he was happy. WHAT THE FUCK. (yes i just HAD to spell that out. really. and making me type too fast made me spell "spell" into "speel". almost epic fail typo)
ohmygod.
i cant believe this is really happening, right infront of my eyes.
its just..wow..i never knew he was so into her.
my best friend keeps saying that theyre jst close friends bt,,idk i really dont know.
gonna take a break from all the reality, gonna soak myself in some Kerouac word-power
........
okay that sounded weird. and corny. but o well i guess thats just me.
and guys dont typically fall for weird and corny girls,,no wonder he's not with me
and no wonder he's not GONNA BE with me in this year's valentine's day :'(
06:58
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